十年 in memory of a decade

其實跟陳奕迅這首ＫＴＶ經典十年也沒有太多關係，只是想起進大學那年。

2003年，也就是十年前的暑假，沒有太多感覺的展開了小大一無憂無慮的人生。

宿舍生活、約會、期中報告、期末考、中友會、團體討論、田野調查、XX之夜、家教、打工、準備考試，之類的。回憶起來大概就是這一類的堆疊，噢，我變得好沒有耐性。

十年一瞬間。

雖然我依舊一事無成，但我想，一部分的我應該有變成一個比較好一點的人，然後心智有稍微成熟一些，也許。


2008年的時候我開始寫blog，今年第五年。

從一開始的小心斟酌一字一句，到現在把碎嘴也放上來。我想我也變得比以前懶散了。


Since when I began to measure time in decades?
My university year started in 2003, 10 years from now. And the first article of this blog dates back to 2008, when I was studying in London. Gee. Time flies. So cliche so cruelly true.

I thought of all the timing of many things. Such as the year I installed MSN messenger in the family PC so that I could talk to my first love. That was 2003. 6 months later I was in the university dorm and have my first PC installed many more software to connect to the world. I bought myself the first laptop at the fourth year, paid by the government (with the fellowship of a shitty dissertation).

It probably was because of the breakup stress and the anxiety caused by heavy workload of MA assignments that I started to murmur on my blog. And now it's been 5 years, half of a decade, and I started another two, one to work on my novel writing out of a longterm depression, the other to keep track on the numerous films I've watched before. Good to have things written down, in public or not.

I used to be rather particular about wording on the internet. I used to hate smoking. How things have changed.