Sunday, 3 February 2013

Celeste & Jesse Forever

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I'm not one of those who would stay friendly and hand out with their ex after break-up. But Celeste reminded me of the reason we messed up with relationships: Sometimes we just wanna to get things right. Sometimes we hurt people but we tell ourselves that we're doing this for his or her own good. 
It's probably right to persist and fight for what you believe in. But that's not love. Truth is not Love. Love is not truth.
Truth is to fight no matter what and then bear the sins that follows. Do what you've got to do.
Love is compromise. You let something go and make things not so uncomfortable.
You've gotta take side.

Monday, 21 January 2013

lost in translation


Love could be so confusing and so simple at the same time. Difference between people can be eliminated in the moment of wanting of love, in an exotic place. That's how I see Lost in Translation.

those sociological days

I spent more than half of my university days hanging around the department of sociology, rather than my own department. Probably because it has things we history students don't have, such as field research, questionnaire, group discussion and some other cool-sounding terminology.

A striking news hit me earlier from my university friend. A professor of the sociology department passed away last night. Details not known. Confirmed by another friend, a student supervised by him. I was reading about stuff about national identities and a chapter was just beginning to illustrating how the new science of sociology taking the place of the studies of history and civilisations.

My own research concern on identities, in spite of the historical understanding, in many ways can be traced to the sociological training I had there. It is not merely sad to know someone I've known for years is no longer there, teaching and preaching, it also says a lot about my lament of those days.

I am not a good student, either in terms of historical learning or sociological training. I picked up things I found interesting and explicable. However there's no denying that both the two, more or less, are in my veins. Those are elements of my brain. Those are links and ways that bridge my thoughts.

Professors of sociology often call themselves sociologists. "History professors don't reckon themselves historians. Humbleness is what makes a good searcher of truth.' Yet I suppose it is the conceit of every academic loop. Professor Lin was a nice guy, hard-working and dedicate. I remember previewing for his class of the 'classic reading in sociology'. I don't recall much of his lecture, yet the reading itself is inspiring.

I wonder if professor Lin himself thought that he lived up to the name of sociologist.

He might not be the first one on my thank-you list, but definitely not the last one.

Thursday, 13 December 2012

insurance of what?


"If I Die Young"

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh well
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger,
I've never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand,
There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (oh, uh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save 'em for a time when you're really gonna need 'em, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

It's been annoying to say no to the insurance seller, especially when she's a friend. She was my English tutor when I was in college. She's very nice as a friend, yet rather aggressive as an insurance seller. What actually annoys me is actually not her manner but the nature of insurance itself. Those companies would brainwash their sellers, telling them that they're helping people to get prepared for the future. That's a lie.

They're selling fear. Simple as that. 

Tuesday, 27 November 2012

前度

我沒有特意去數日子,掐指一算,大概有將近四年了吧。四年。

四年可以改變的事情很多,不過人的個性大抵是那個樣子,都說了本性難移。好在都過去了的事這說長不長說短不短的時間倒是可以雲淡風輕水無痕,至少我是這麼想的,所以特別平靜,幾乎可以說是不帶著情緒。

原諒我沒辦法像是見到老朋友一般寒暄敘舊話家常。

回想起來我面對過去也是這樣的態度啊,冷冷淡淡的,看似清靜不擾於心,從另一個角度看,也像是束手無策,對不堪的過去和歷史都是這般無奈但是藏不住想要詮釋的蠢蠢欲動之心。

在我看來他就像是裝著過去那段日子的盒子,我沒有習慣時不時找出來回憶懷舊,偶爾看到了也沒有特別想要打開來,現在就像無意之間撞到了什麼,盒子裡的東西掉出來散落滿地一般。

過去就是過去,不會變哪,不論過多久。

令人驚訝的是,我居然還奢望,也許,再打開這個盒子的時候,會出現什麼不同。

Tuesday, 20 November 2012

背包

我記得陳奕迅好像有首跟背包有關的歌,想不起來歌詞,大抵是跟人生的情感包袱有關一類的事兒吧。

為了找出post-it和一支筆寫下剛剛查到的圖書館書籍編號,翻找了手邊的包,才發現裡面真是凌亂的可以,我不禁苦笑。

找不到筆,除了那個被我拿來裝電腦的破爛夾子和圍巾,只見牙刷、幾個散落的銅板、戲票還有幾根樹枝。

我到底過著什麼生活啊?真不是普通的一團混亂。

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